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01:26 am
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GAHHH
I am starting to see a pattern in my relationships. Now I just need to figure out where I keep going wrong so I don't make this mistake anymore. Then I need to figure out do I move on, or should I wait? I wish life could cut me a break once in a while.
Love,
Kyle
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10:55 am
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Warped Tour Update
So here is my warped tour update, of this years warped tour I went too. Normally I do it the night I get back but I spent all night either laying in my bed trying to sleep or in front of the toilet. So here it is...
Bands I saw:
Anberlin
Jet Lag Gemini
Story Of The Year
Cobra Starship
Forever The Sickest Kids
The Academy Is...
Angels and Airwaves
All Time Low
Mayday Parade
Horrorpop
Four Year Strong
and a few more I cannot fully remember right now.
Bands I missed:
We The Kings
Gym Class Heroes
Katy Perry
This year I didn't really meet anyone I walked past a lot of people and I was in line to meet Katy Perry, but then she just got up and left. It sucked, but oh well I really don't like her that much as is. This years warped tour was pretty fun, just not to many bands I was just dying to see. I ended the night by getting a horrible headache from a mix of no food and wayyyy to much sun.
That was my warped tour.
love
Kyle
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02:03 am
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Summer is going great
So it has been quiet some time since I have last updated. I think I really might start with doing this again, and truthfully I don't care if I have readers or not. I might just redo this as friends only but yet only have just certain friends be able to read them. I don't care who knows what, but I mean if I look for feedback I mean why not try and just get it from those who take the time, right?
Life so far: So college has been great, I really miss being at school when I am not there. I just honestly feel like when I am at home... that I have just fallen out of the loop of everything. I mean the first few weeks I was home was great seeing everyone, but mostly now I don't see anyone. I mean sure I vanish a week every month but I honestly hate being away from Kayla. Really if I didn't meet her I would of transfered second semester and probably would of been stuck back in the mercer county unhappy. Don't get me wrong I love the 724 to death, but it has become like a gang? And well I personally just love exploring wayyyyy too much. Also I have changed my major, and I am actually digging it very much. I mean why not be the man behind the camera for news channels or why not be the voice you hear on the radio, or the man giving you the news. I have also picked up a minor of theater, but I think we all saw that coming. Acting, is... well.. acting is who I am. I love it, I cannot get enough of it, and I find myself constantly on casting call sites trying to find a slightly small movie looking for a part I can probably just walk on for. I want to be like that really bad. Now moving on to the band. I love it, we are talking with managers getting ready for our tour. Don't know how long I will be gone... so far in my eyes things are not looking to good, I mean all the venues in May said they aren't booking that far in advance yet, then in June ignored us to finally get us into July when they tell us they are full? That is really just messed up and just shows the loveliness of piss poor promoters.
Life right now: I am really happy with how life is going right now. I have a super great girlfriend who helps me with a lot of problems or just anything. I have an awesome apartment for school for the following year... just maybe not an awesome land lord... guy is like a creeper hulked out. Already just staying at my house one day, just to get a feel and I made some friends... like the guy at dunkin dounuts with some cool tattoos (of what I can't remember), the one kid who just walked in with his friend and Casey and I schooled them in pong, and well... the one kid in the parking lot of Dunkin Dounuts who said "there's blood in the water" all in all it was a great night ha. But yeah life right now I cannot complain, I feel like I am getting older, wiser, funner, more mature, and I just can't wait to just be back at school and back with Kayla, and seeing my friends from all over again.
Well, that sums up life right now, who knows I will try and update again here soon... but I can't promise too much because god knows no-one will read this entry due to length. Alright peeps, I am out of here.
Much love,
Kyle
Current Location: Kayla's bed
Current Music: none
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02:58 am
[Link] | Blah! today was the worst saturday ever. 4 hour practice today for a 10 minute play, plans got changed on me last minute leaving me in my room alone all night. winter break you need to come faster.
love
Kyle
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09:27 pm
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dooba
Yeah, so today I took a nap and woke up and thought I was at home. When I opened my eyes it was to disapointment. I mean don't get me wrong I love college and all but I hate living in a dorm. I was at my friends apartment on Sunday and it was so nice and next year I can't wait to have an apartment and be on my own and not this "being on my own" dorm style stuff. Yeah today I also learned how to play "Sunday Drive" on guitar by The Early November. I'm profecting the vocals for it now and that's my week goal. I'm going home friday, can't wait to see my mom & family. I thought being close to my brothers college too I'd be down there to see him but the 4 weeks I've been gone I've seen him twice. He calls me once a week to see how I'm doing then I don't hear from him for another week. Blah. I meet the Elementary teacher I'm helping Thursday, and I'm also waiting for Mr. Rich to call me back about shadowing a Sharon High School special ed. class. If he doesn't call me by Friday then I think I might see about checking out West Hill Elementary, or maybe Sharpsville High...possibly Hermitage? Probably not though since I will be at their homecoming then that following Monday being viewed as a teacher... that would be very weird hah. Yeah I need some other ideas for songs to learn while at college, hopefully something easy and acoustic because I hate fast songs played on just an acoustic. Hrmm, well I can't really think of anything else to say so yeah...
Kyle OUT
Current Location: dorm room
Current Music: The Early November - Sunday Drive
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10:44 pm
[Link] | College is still going ok. I miss home though, I miss working, my girlfriend, and having a car so I could leave becuase this sitting in my dorm every night kind of sucks. Today I took two naps, and when I'm not on the computer or in class I am eating. I now take walks at night too but there are only so many times you can see the campus. And a certain someone keeps telling me we are hanging out each night and they only time I see her is at dinner time. Tomorrow night they are going to wal-mart but I have to go to some gay-ass meeting for the class that I hate the most because the teacher, well he really isnt even a real teacher so that pisses me off so much. Today I started talking a little bit more and now people are starting to know my name. So who knows maybe after this weekend I wont hate just laying in bed anymore. Well I have to go finish homework and take a shower.
Kyle Out.
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02:32 pm
[Link] | So college for me isn't that bad. I need to get 26 hours of in class work, but that won't be to hard I am going to call Sharon High and see if I can observe one of the special ed classes for few hours, and I already have 2 hours taken care of which is real badass. Then I need to start calling elementary schools out here to see if I can go in there, this is crazy though I hardly know anything about teaching and they are putting me in a classroom twice this year. This weekend I am going home and I can't wait, I really can't wait to see my mom and a certain someone :) I am also 90% sure I am going to either get fat or muscle from walking stairs all day and climbing a rock wall that will build me up and then pretty much everyday I eat chilli-cheese fries, and 2 hamburgers for lunch and then my dinner is just what ever I haven't had yet. And when I am not at the rec. center or at class I am usually found sleeping once all my homework is done and that usually is a lot because my teachers really just tell me to read chapter 1 right now so its nothing too hard.
Tonight is going to be fun, after dinner Jack and I are going to the theater and we are joining an improv group so its pretty much going to be like Whose Line Is It Anyway, and then after that Amy, Gina, Jackson and I are going to drive around town and see what we haven't seen yet and also rest our legs.
but yeah thats pretty much my college life. who knows when I will update this again.
love
Kyle
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04:58 am
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end of summer...
Well I move in Saturday to room 308 in the Gross Hall of LHUP. I'm really nervous but I'm actually really excited for it too. I think being gone from the area for a few months is going to be awesome. I've already started making some new friends too, there people from around here at the moment too like Jackson (my roommate) and also Billy a kid I met from Kennedy. They are good people. I think I am just mostly looking forward to being able to date again and not have to think, "hey I'm leaving" there are no longer any excuses for anything anymore. Hrmm just a few things I had to get off my chest on my all nighter.
love
Kyle
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08:15 am
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warped tour update
yeah so last night i went to clevelands warped tour and it was pretty much crazy. there was a severe thunder storm and it was one of the top 5 worst ones in the history of the tour. this screen blew out and there was just so much rain but after it cleared up there were blue skies and it didnt even look like there was a storm even close to us. but yeah the bands i saw during the day were...
Boys Like Girls
Mayday Parade
K-OS
Hawthorne Heights
Circa Survive
Funeral For a Friend
The Starting Line
New Found Glory
The Spill Canvas
My American Heart
Coheed and Cambria
Straylight Run
Underoath
bands I missed or didnt play and I wanted to see:
Cinematic Sunrise (didn't play)
The Almost (didn't play)
Paramore (missed)
Killswitch (missed)
Cute is What We Aim For (missed)
Chiodos (didn't play)
I didnt meet any of the bands this year but i stil had an amazing time. and also due to the storm it made it so a lot of bands couldnt play so the creater of warped tour told us that if we take our ticket stubs to any other warped tour concert this summer we will be let in free of charge. so now I am trying to debate if i want to go to cedar point for free or if i want to go back to warped tour for free. aaaa choices, choices. alright well anyway that was my warped tour yesterday.
love
Kyle
Current Location: my living room
Current Mood: sick
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11:30 pm
[Link] | AHHH seriously i hate relationships... dane cook was right, when your not in "love" its like a party that everyone was invited to but you. and seriously people when you call to talk or talk to me on aol i really dont want to hear about your boyfriend/girlfriend every 5 fucking seconds.
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Kyle
Current Music: playradioplay
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01:21 am
[Link] | if i hear one more thing about a relationship i will rip someones face off.
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11:39 pm
[Link] | well lets see, nothing new really.
nates now engaged. im pumped, and super happy for both my brothers.
umm tomorrow aryn and I are hanging out after im done with play practice no idea what we are going to do. I saw katies dress today nad its brown and all cool looking and its pretty much awesome. umm yeah thats all i can really think of to add.
love
Kyle
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12:05 am
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saddest movie in a long time
yeah reign over me is probably the saddest movie i have seen in a while, possibly the saddest i have ever seen. i cried like four times during the movie and then a bunch afterwards... and yes i just said i cried...i have feelings yes. but yeah go see it then we can talk about it.
much love
Kyle
Current Music: sad music
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09:11 pm
[Link] | i find it funny when soneone needs something good to hear they talk to me and then ignore my existance any other time.
other than that note i had a great weekend.
wont say anything about it because noone will read it anyway.
as for now im heading to play piano
keep it real.
love
Kyle
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01:07 am
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nose bleeds breakfast car accidents and panic attacks
So today was a very strange day, woke up at 7:20 for school which was fine I got ready and what not then I woke Amy up because she stayed over last night and we watched the matrix. Well I go to school and we have to type up a resume for our senior project it was going good until I got another fucking nose bleed, I swear to god I'm bleeding on the inside for how much I've bled this last weekend through my face. But yeah I come home and start taking a nap then at 11 Joe calls and him and I hang out for a bit playing fight night then we went to main moon with Erika, Guirmo (sp), and Carlye that was some good times. After that I went home and just sat around for a bit then I had play practice that was fun because I called dibs on more things in the play and madam is going to find out how to say it in french to probably try and make me pay attention more in french class. So after play practice I come home and hang out with Nate since hes home now and I told him not to make any plans around 9ish. So sitting at home I was bummed that I didnt get to go to the girls game, and so Amy came over and her and I wanted to play basketball we did so and Ben joined us and we played 50 I beat there asses and we came home to find out the girls lost. Aryn seemed kind of said and I felt really bad because I didnt get to go to her last game so I asked if there was a way to make it up to her she said breakfast tomorrow before school and that pretty much pumped me up. So after that I get in the shower and get ready and Nate and I went and saw 300 at 9:45 in the beginning of the movie I was texting and what not kind of got in a fight with someone and then my phone battery dies after I luckily finished my full on plans with Aryn for tomorrow. So after the movie we drive all the way home before we remember that my mom wanted some ice cream from McDonalds so we drive all the way back up town to get some and it was raining pretty badly. On the way home we are downtown stopped infront of the cigar shop when all of a sudden my head flies forward as well as Nate's we had gotten hit, I was fine at first and he got out of the car and I was just sitting there for maybe about two minutes before I started breathing faster and faster and then my entire body had the feeling of how your foot feels when it falls asleep so I was pretty much just freaking out and Nate kept checking up on me, the lady that hit us kept checking up on me, the cop asked if I needed to go to the hospital then my mom came and she had me try and breath slowly because for maybe 10 minutes I was breathing faster than I had ever and so my legs were shakie and what not so I got out of the car just to have some fresh air and try and walk, seemed like a bad idea i just shook more once I sat back down, and then once I got home my entire family took care of me becuase they were scared and I'm not gonna lie I was scared so yeah that was my first panic attack, and I really hope that I dont have to have another one anytime soon, just isnt a good feeling one bit. But yes that was my night sort of summed up, but not by much.
keep it real.
love
Kyle
Current Location: my room
Current Mood: mellow
Current Music: sleep music of a thunderstorm
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11:34 pm
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its been awhile.
well lets see what has all happened since i've last updated.
well...
-i have myself a prom date
-i've been accepted to college come august i will be 3 hours (171+ miles away)
-kind of a new interest in a girl
-i've become closer to a lot of the seniors
-might join a tournement for boxing in may. fighting in the 150 weight class
-can't think of anything else really.
but yeah those are all the new things that have happened to me lately. so i will update again shortly but who knows.
much love
Kyle
Current Mood: drained
Current Music: rookie of the year
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11:31 pm
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boxing
Brendan and I started boxing today. It was a lot of fun and really tiring. I dont think tomorrow I will be able to move my arms but who knows. I'm going again on thursday and we both made friends real quick in the gym. There are 4 of us there who are training right now that I know of and then theres the trainer. Its all tons of fun and I cant wait until I get better at it.
short but sweet
love
Kyle
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07:32 pm
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yeah.
Christmas break was good fun. Chelsea and I got back together and ever since we have its all been amazing. For christmas I got some really sweet stuff and what not, got my new acoustic guitar, I love it now I have my own guitar for pretty as a picture shows. Ive been listening to a lot of acoustic music lately and it's fine with me becuase I absolutely love it its so relaxing and today I really need it. Hrmm... yeah I really dont have much to say, I picked up on a new sport, its intense right now my hip, my wrists, my boob, and my ribs are all brusied from the sport, I'm sure my face is going to get messed up too but its cool, if from those you cant figure out what I'm doing its boxing me and a few friends are going to start training because it really gets you in shape. Hrmm yeah I've worked a lot lately, its fine it isnt like I have much of a life anyway. But yeah thats it for this entry. Keep it real.
love
Kyle
Current Mood: crappy
Current Music: Secondhand Serenade - your call
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11:17 pm
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The waterfront
Yeah so Joe and I went to Pittsburgh today to see Rocky Balboa at Loes theater in the VIP section. It was an adventure. Ok to start things off we were suposed to leave right after school didnt end up leaving until 5... Joe's brother wanted us there at 5. But yeah Joe and I went dressed in suits becuase it seemed more right do it that way, well on the way there we got Mcdonalds from the one in hermitage the bitch working it didnt give us BBQ or Ranch with our mcchickens so that put us down. Then Joe didnt let me sleep, and we got lost a good five times before we hit pitt, and a good seven or so times when we got into the city. So we finally find the theater and its beautiful, and we get our tickets and head upstairs to meet his brother. The movie was amazing its so uggh I dont even know but yeah so we leave after the movie, get lost in southside, and then we finally make it out of the city did great on the way home having a massive dance party and we make it to hubbard where Joe gets pulled over for doing 67 in a 40 luckily the cop just gave him a warning while I was planning on getting out of the car and running just to see what it would do to Joe. But yeah we then drove past two cop cars acting like we were smoking and laughed really really hard for a good minute (non slang use) and now I made it home tired and ready for bed. So that was my night.
Keep it real
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Kyle
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03:57 pm
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this love song will take you to the grave
So tonight I have the first November Found practice. Really looking forward to it and so are all the other members. Ive been pretty good lately. Besides the fact I cant stop thinking now my friends are making me think and my heads going to explode. Last night I couldnt sleep from it, this is getting bad. Umm last night I went and saw missing since november play, they did very well only played 3 songs though so that was a big bummer, um the new members in a voice like rhetoric are really good. It was a good time at the show yesterday. Yeah ok this is my random update.
much love
Kyle
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